I went to the doctor Thursday, this was the therapy session for my panic attacks I am having in my sleep. He started me in a work group for anxiety. That should be interesting. It will be nice to learn some new coping skills and new ways to look at things.
The Game Developers Conference is in town, so we went out with a few friends that were in town for that. We went to a few bars. I had a glass of wine in the first bar and that was the equivalent of 3 glasses for me. After that I took it very slow and nursed half a glass at the second bar and then O finished it for me. Then we switched to soda and I had just a few sips of that and he finished it. We stayed for several more hours and then headed home. It was nice to see that I can handle it, not have problems and not have to explain why things are so different.
After my doctor's appointment yesterday, I stopped by where I used to work. At first my boss didn't even recognize me. She was really excited for me about the weight loss.She tried to talk me into coming back to work for her again. Not happening. I like where I am now, and they pay really well proportionate to the work I do.
Tomorrow, I am taking K (my daughter) to the bridal fair. She is excited....me, a little less than so. I am not a big fan of all the froo-froo stuff of weddings. I would have totally skipped mine if given the choice. Both times. I think a big part of it is the fact that she and her fiance are living with us along with my granddaughter. I just don't see the reason to have a huge to-do this far after the fact. And then just come back to living with us. It's a waste of money that they don't have. Neither one are working, G (fiance) is going to school to be a chef, and K is taking classes for event planning. Maybe I am just a grinch. Sometimes I feel like they live in who-ville where their lives are all la-la happy and we are the grinches who throw a monkey wrench into their fun.
Maybe I am onto something here:
The Game Developers Conference is in town, so we went out with a few friends that were in town for that. We went to a few bars. I had a glass of wine in the first bar and that was the equivalent of 3 glasses for me. After that I took it very slow and nursed half a glass at the second bar and then O finished it for me. Then we switched to soda and I had just a few sips of that and he finished it. We stayed for several more hours and then headed home. It was nice to see that I can handle it, not have problems and not have to explain why things are so different.
After my doctor's appointment yesterday, I stopped by where I used to work. At first my boss didn't even recognize me. She was really excited for me about the weight loss.She tried to talk me into coming back to work for her again. Not happening. I like where I am now, and they pay really well proportionate to the work I do.
Tomorrow, I am taking K (my daughter) to the bridal fair. She is excited....me, a little less than so. I am not a big fan of all the froo-froo stuff of weddings. I would have totally skipped mine if given the choice. Both times. I think a big part of it is the fact that she and her fiance are living with us along with my granddaughter. I just don't see the reason to have a huge to-do this far after the fact. And then just come back to living with us. It's a waste of money that they don't have. Neither one are working, G (fiance) is going to school to be a chef, and K is taking classes for event planning. Maybe I am just a grinch. Sometimes I feel like they live in who-ville where their lives are all la-la happy and we are the grinches who throw a monkey wrench into their fun.
Maybe I am onto something here:
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3 comments:
Hoping that the therapy helps and you can get some peaceful sleep!
I'm glad you're seeing about your anxiety, would hate for you to have to endure that for any longer. And yay for your therapist not just throwing drugs at you and being done!!
I get where you're coming from about the wedding, seems like they should wait until they have the money. Why all the urgency?!
It's hard to see loved ones mishandle money - especially when you have to help. But hopefully you can have some fun with your daughter. Sounds like a little down time is in order.
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