This place is poison

I have been out of touch since Tuesday. I got sick, really sick. I was passing out and dizzy for several days. They blame dehydration, but that is impossible. I told the ER doc that and she even agreed that it was unlikely, but barring any other explanation, that's what they went with. I am still dizzy, but at work.

I walked up to work today to find out that another coworker had committed suicide over the weekend. I have worked here almost 4 years and out of less than 100 employees, we have had 3 suicides and 2 fatal car wrecks. Seriously, this place is poison. Everyone is talking about how they don't feel comfortable working here. Like it's cursed or something. I didn't know Keri, but she was very well liked. You could tell she was not a happy person. I guess her birthday just magnified it for her. It makes me sad.

Olaf still has not gone to the doctor. He says "Stefan said his doctor didn't think it was an emergency, so I will make an appointment after we hit this milestone at work." He better, his milestone is today so maybe he will. He has an appointment at the German embassy tomorrow to get his passport renewed. He will be going to Australia at the end of September. If he gets this done.

I went shopping at Vicotria's Secret this weekend and for the first time EVER, I bought a bra. Two bras. And one was not a normal nude or white bra. It is white with pink, green, blue and orange butterflies on it. It is really a big thing for me to own a non-white/nude bra. Now I also own a red one too. I am getting to be such a hussy.