Day 1-again

I need to realize that I have to change. I am working on that day by day.

Tomorrow I go for the Weight Loss Surgery Overview class at Kaiser. I am nervous, disappointed in myself that I got this big. I hate the back pain and the knee pain and not wanting to move around. I need to break the relationship I have with food and learn a better coping mechanism than food.

I am not good at blogging, I start off great and then slack off. Just like losing weight. So, I am going to make an effort to make some kind of post every day. Even if it is just to say I have nothing to say.

Be back tomorrow.